In less than 20 hours we are scheduled to meet our precious D. So many emotions right now, but two battle for first place. Excitement, and fear. Fear, you may ask? Fear. Fear that he will not like us. Fear that we will disappoint him. Fear that I won't remember all of the rules and obligations of hosting. Fear that the negative of our human sides will outweigh the positive in his eyes. We have had one somewhat negative experience with hosting, and I guess overall I am fearful of rejection. I haven't even met our sweet D and I love him so much already.
As a host family, NHFC encourages us to find up to/at least 10 prayer partners who will be dedicated to praying for us during this time. If this is something you would like to do, please contact me so that I can keep you updated with specific prayer requests. :)
I'd better get some sleep! Grandma arrives at 3:30 pm and then we are scheduled to arrive at the other airport by 7:15 pm to pick up D. I can't believe it's already here!!!!
Pasta la Pizza, Baby!
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